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Alright.. Just can't seem to concentrate on study. That's why I'm here blogging instead of doing A-maths homework.. People are enjoying their holiday & I'm stuck with school for 1+ weeks more.. How boring it sounds.. Have some silly thoughts.. Can I like, don't go to school?.. Too lazy lah.. Haha.. But no way, or else next year when I come back I would be so LOST..

Many plans are gonna fill up my November... Rockcapella concert, Rock - kechik birthday, OBS, Arts Camp, Mega Camp, & of coz my trip in early December, if only my visa are given...

Plans are there but guess I'm not gonna attend all..Due to health reasons, personal reasons & stuffs. Or can depends on my mood, too. Don't blame me for that..

School, homework, haizz...

She said I should stop thinking for others 1st...

Got up early for the award. Tired tired...zzz... Someone actually got there earlier then me, I was so surprised... haha... 1st time.. Congrats you finally made it... Haha.. Just kidding okie, don't cry...

Event went not so well for the 1st round & by the 3rd round, it was perfect.. smile smile.. Seriously, it's time for us to step down..

Also received my report book, get the result from me if ya wanna know... There's improvement...HOHOHO.. but of cos will try to do better =)

Oh yah, someone get really paiseh.. haha... cause I said that I knew that person did something bad on me.. haha.. I knew that you didn't know that you actually fall for my trap & I discovered it.. Anyway, it's fun disturbing you though, can't blame me then ...gotcha :D...

I felt so so relieved revealing it , it's hard holding the truth for 11 months. I were misunderstood by people, tears shed, feelings was hurt, but in the main time can't blame anyone for it. Just my fault...

Don't know what to say now. Have not been talking much to friends except to my Rock - kechik. Not in the 'me' mood. Things hasn't been going well lately, that's all I can say..Today I was like f***, sorry people.

I am exhausted & having a bit too much on my mind. Apologise to my friends if I ignore you guys or do not seem to be responding to you. Thank you for sharing with me when you are down. I will just be there, listening...

May be I should just give up on you, like how you did give up on me once...

Many people will be updating about the exam result so I decide not to. Yah, what for.. What's done is done. We can't cry over it also..

People didn't realise I had a hair cut except for some. :D

Not much things to update.. Life is just as usual..Nothing to be happy about..& Intensive study couldn't bring me back to the mood..

Taking a long time to post. Getting busy again with the stuffs in school... Well, It's part of my duty so taking it happily.. Besides that, I don't wish to discuss...

Should I??or shouldn't I??? Fate is in our own hand, isn't it?...

Do not make promise if you know u can't fulfil it...

Happy times sure past fast, tomorrow back to school for result.. Well, I enjoyed too much these days until forgot about it =)... Must not show my sulky face, even though I'm feeling it inside.

GREAT WONDERFUL FANSTASTIC!!!! That's what I've got to say about today...haha...

Went to Sentosa with my best friends, HOHO... we took alot of photos.. will upload on the next post... coz too much...haha... 200 + alright.. Our PA crew were the models of the day... & Shanky's sis was the camerawomen.. Well, I guess I need to print one album for just today...

As we tool a stroll along the beach, we saw something so funny that made Terence ran after the monkey..haha.. They did something that made him very INTERESTED about it. Me & Shanky had a good laugh while waiting for him to come back.. That's also lead me to the creation of his new name...

Then we took foto of almost every thing we saw... Now I know that guys are also that .... haha...

We got unlimited train ride due to Shank's booking the hotel. So we just go up, sit, go down, then go up sit there again, haha. & We were so blurred lah. Actually not us, but Terence, made us to one big round...

Dinner time was so hilarious.. We went for 4 rounds.. Haha... Well.. Buffet what.. =) Terence & Shanky were influenced by me and tried the oyster, but Shanky couldn't take it after the 1st one... HOHOHO... That Terence wasted so much food...NOT GOOD.. haha...

Then desert time, oh no!!!.. haha...cause we tested the food together, & I was the 1st to test, and comment.. Once I didn't take the food but said 'uhm'... And they 2 broke out in laughter... hehex... only we could understand....
And Shanky had a whole stomach of chocolate, that explains his name :D
As for my name, ask me if you wanna know..

Next, we proceed to the show. The tram ride there was so slow & Terence was almost harassed by a man..eww... Lucky I didn't sit there ..The musical fountain was as good as ever. Everyone was amused :D...

Will update more when I get the photo... & Before we left, we took our trademark photo..Chocolate man, Monkey man & Peacock woman... LOVE!!!!

We have a Merlion Next Top Model Competition, details on Terrence Blog :D... Vote for us alright..

I am back on my feet once again...

So I was super upset about that matter. Wanted to call my rock - kechik 1st but she had slept. Then *Bro* talked to me. I was crying as I told him the story. He comforted me & told me what to do.

Then went to school for meeting, I met rock - kechik & tears dropped as I hugged her. Friends saw & asked me but I was not in the mood to even say it. Sorry about that.. Then rock - kechik also comforted me & what she told she to do was just exactly the same as what *Bro* told me...

Went into AVA room & sit behind my group members... =) I was moody all the way until I cracked some jokes on the 'toilet' word , so I managed to pull a smile & didn't expect someone saw it & felt relieved. Thanks for your concern ...

After that, went for lunch with Terence & Shanky. We talked about that matter. They comforted me again... :D... Well, that's what friends are for..

Trust me. When you feel so betrayed by someone and all your friends are showing you concern, you'd feel so warm. They are my BEST FRIENDS... They rock & I love them lots...

To Insyirah, Terence, Shanky, Adik & Bro : you guys made my day.. I wouldn't know what to do without all of u man..

To X-mas tree : I'm sorry for giving you the cold shoulder despite you were concerned about me.. I was wrong too... Thank you also okkie... Don't feel left out :)

HOHOHO!!!... Exams are OVER!!! Finally can relax & enjoy my beauty sleep without worries :D...

Didn't have enough sleep yesterday & I was half dead coming to school this morning. The needle hole still pain...huhuhu...& I couldn't sleep much.

Wished for the paper to end early & go home to rest as I was not feeling well but.. Haiz... The paper was delayed by 20 mins for there was no map given..

So when I was completing my last 2 qns, I felt so not well. Felt like stopping but I rested for a while & completed the paper.. =) Expect the result won't be as good as I wanted it to be.

After that, something happened & I really don't wish to elaborate it..

Saw the survey X-mas tree did about me & almost fainted laughing...HAHAHA... Well, if u go against me, I will smack you, X-mas tree!!!..

Thanks all those people who asked about my ... well - being *-*

The weekend was well spent...HOHOHO...

Went to meet Auntie Violet on sat & she was late for 20 mins...haha. Then went for lunch & studied at her house. Later on LH & X-mas tree joined us & we decided to study over night.

So she followed me home to bathe & get some clothes while LH & X-mas tree went to LH's house.

We then met at the clinic at midnight for mine & X-mas tree check - up for OBS. The doctor was like..*F*... he looks so pervert. Then we both was kena injected.. Pain man.. I took it 1st & regretted that I didn't wait for X - mas tree to come 1st. Things would have be better if he go for it before I do . Anyway, don't mention it, I wanna kill that doctor... hahaha..

Back to her house & we studied chemistry. Not really study. I helped X-mas tree & Auntie Violet helped LH... Drank coffee but it couldn't keep us stay at wake for long. At 2, we gave LH a birthday surprise.. Sorry for not having a proper cake..!!

Slept at 4 but I couldn't sleep. So woke up at 5 with X-mas tree coz the alarm sound was so disgusting...hehex... Then he went back to lala land while I adjusted the air-con & tried to sl

Everybody got up at 7 again. Some went for study, play game while I slept... need to get away my panda eyes alright... it looks so... haha...

So did our stuffs until 10 30 then I went to change back. They bathed, changed the wound dressing, & we played poker cards & went home...

The injection was eeeee, sorry auntie Violet for pressing your hand so hard. It's still pain now. Hope X-mas tree will do well for Chemistry Paper tomorrow & HAPPY BIRTHDAY LH... :D




Taken by me & auntie violet... *-*

Chemistry paper is over..*smiles smiles*... I feel more relaxed now. There's only one more paper left on Monday, so I have the whole weekend to study for it.

Things have been happened recently & I'm not sure if I really want it to be this way

Haiz.... Alright, I'm sick. My plan was spoilt. Vomited from 3+ to 8 o'clock. Sickening yah... I hate the sight of the toilet bowl.. Stomach was super pain, felt like dying. It's the worst time I've ever experience before. Thought of Mommy...HOHOHO... miss her alright...so called her & had a girl & woman talk =).

After school, was informed that I was selected for OBS. Cheers for that.. & yah, need to go for medical check up & take foto. So plan to go on Sat... with Auntie Violet.. As I dare not go clinic alone...:D

Given my current health condition, wondering if I could make it for the camp.. Guess it's exam sickness like it's always been..

I know it's better there but I have my reasons for staying here...may be it could be you...

Exams are fine so far and I am supposed to by studying right now. But my mind just can't seem to focus somehow. I have been having weird dreams everyday. And it really makes me wonder. Confused. Gotta talk to Rock - kechik & really think about it after exam...

I don't know what to do next. So afraid to be in that situation again...

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